Saturday, April 16, 2011

Sorry, I Have a Dog Show

I absolutely love my life.  Sure there are some bumpy parts in the road, as like everyone else.  But my parents are overall supportive of my dog things, I have the most awesome friends, my dogs are happy & healthy, I'm gaining confidence in myself everyday...  Can't get much better, right? (Okay maybe a battery would be nice.. LOL!)

I don't have many close friends at school.  I am very shy and don't talk to many people (I will tell you though that I am definitely coming out of my shell... 2 months left of senior year though!)  My closest friends are people at agility trials.  For the first time in my life I feel like I belong somewhere and because of that I actually like who I am.  It really sucks though that I only get to see them on the weekends, and that's if I'm trialing that weekend.

Spending New Years with the coven in St. Louis :)

I really do spend a lot of time with them though.. Maybe too much.  Next weekend is Easter weekend.  Most 18 year olds are going to be with their family and enjoy their time together.  Not me.  I'll be at a dog show.  I might not be with my real family but I'll be with my agility family.  But that got me thinking, I've been spending a lot of holidays with my agility family this past year.  Thanksgiving, New Years, Easter.. hell I was even going to go to my instructors house to play some agility on Christmas!  (that's where my mom drew the line and said no)


Spending Easter with Tim and Loretta next week.

Graduation is coming up soon.  Time to step into the real world.  Well, almost.  After college will be the offical "real world"  Is it bad if I want to move more east so I can be closer to my dog friends??  Is it bad if I'm looking at colleges, not to see how far away I'll be from home but if I can still be able to take classes?  My proirities are a little messed up.. Well I think they're perfect actually :)